Thursday, June 30, 2005 8:12 PM
oh man..today bio was was was ..kinda expected??? hahah..i shldnt studied so hard man..now my brain is hurting like shit..tml got bio spa at like 1245..and the spa is like only one hour..and its on skill b..which include...drawing of table..and doin anomalus..which is abit..wth cuz i forgotten everything and yap nv return us the excerise we did! sooooo screwed la! argh!
anyway today feels like exams oveR?haha..only left with maths paper and ne quiz..hahah im feeling kinda relaxed now? hopefully i wont forget tt tml got spa huh..ahaha!okok i shall..go..rot ? go slp? go do some things..maybe my maths bah..lol..
Tuesday, June 28, 2005 9:59 AM
haiz suppose to finsh cell struct and dna last night..but i only managed to finished dna..im so screwed la..nvm..shall go study cell struct now..den afternoon study chinses and chem spa. anyway i think i woke up at the wrong side of my bed today leh..i got a bad feeling today is not a good day..shhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.booo!
Monday, June 27, 2005 7:46 PM
oh man! im so goin to flunk my chem!hahaha..im so prepared for eunice to treat me lunch man~ haha..sheesh..anyway..exams was shitty today..and tt silly examiner..took both my qns paper and ans paper..so im left with no question paper la..idiot leh he! hahah..hai wo cannot check answer..anyway..bought the stuff already..its darn nice man..ahaha..booo! oh goin to mug bio today! need to finish dna and cell structure by hook or by crook! so tml can start chinese..ahaha..
Saturday, June 25, 2005 7:07 PM
Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you
Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
Amd tomorrow can never be 'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
You'll always be the dream that fills my head (Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no
A part of me will always be with you...
i juz realised that is a nice song..ahah..anyway..today..nothing much la..study abit in the morning..den go play tennis..haha..tennis was good..got sun and stuff..ahaha fun~ but the coach was irritating..lol..he asked if he gave me the tournament schudule..den i was er..no..den he went i tot i gave u ..i was like thinking..oh man..he cheated me of my june tournament la~ hahah booo..watever..go study liaoz..byebye~
Wednesday, June 22, 2005 2:04 PM
haha.ook..now for 132's motivation ..im goin to write down all the revision ive done..ahaha
Chem-done with chem bonding..mass spec..atomic structure..energetics..states of matter (solid liquid and gas) ..only left with atoms moles stoichio..and mole concept..hahaa~
Bio- done with lipids..carboh..water..enzymes..cell division..thats all siaz..haha..left with protein..dna and cell structure..im so goin to cannot finish studying..ahaha
maths- done with everthingy..except gp and trig..ahaha
chinese- dont a single thing done yet! so goodie rite!
haha..eh 132! see ...me did so few la..goin to flunk soon..i need u to tutor me bio and china! BOO!
anyway..im goin out later..so dead la..only managed to do a revision paper for maths..and finish my energetics..the dna is still left hanging..hahaha~
its like 1130am..haha..i juz finshed the revision maths paper..posted on colac..omg..so diff la..nvm..maths paper is the last paper..so heck care first..after this..im goin to mug chem..and finshe the
second part of chem engetics..and
mug atoms moles..and stochio..blah blah. den after which for bio..i need to start
mugging dna..i will try to finsh dna by today..and read
thru cell structure..so tml can start memorizing cell struct..haha..i got a feeling i cnanot finish studying leh..jia lat..ahahaa.haiz haiz..okok dont talk so much le..hah..got to
start mugging!
Monday, June 20, 2005 9:36 AM
Boo im back..ahaha..im goin to go mug at 10am later..all the way till evening! haha..got anything pls call me kk haha..consulatation prices will start from 10 bucks onwards.. =x ok tts lame..nvm..anyway..im sick liaoz la..im having flu..sore throat..and soon i got a feeling im goin to have fever..sai la. ohoh on sat and sun rite..i was SLACKING away la..ahaha..sat..new tables came..no time to study. sunday went out like anything..ahaha..that explains why im sick huh..ahaha! nvm..shall make up all tt slacking by mugging thru out this whole week non stop.
wat shld i mug later siaz..i think im goin to mug chem (chem bonding and atomic struc)..for bio (lipids and carboh)..den maths (trig) haha..tt shld occupy my for the whole day rite? hahaa juz hope i dont get burn outs!
Thursday, June 16, 2005 10:13 PM
ahaha..had cip today...not too bad la huh..but i think instead of teaching the kids how to draw rite..its more of see them draw and u disturb them..ahaha! but ok la..the kids there some quite cute..but den ar..got one small ger..sooo naughty la..say i look like boy. so omg la. aahah
after cip..went to eat lunch..and den went to jurong pt the mos burger there to mug with tina..didnt really do much huh..cuz my eye ball was hurting la..ahaha..my eye ball was like goin to burst any time...sheeessh! but..maanged to do some qns on trig..so not tt bad la huh..ahha.
tml got another long day..need to take a long dreadful journey again! so shitty la..ahaha..i have decided to wake up at like 8 tml to mug..and start really really serious work..haha..this week end toooo fast le! duno why..but this week...really too fast!
anyway..im like..erts now la..ahaha..i think this is like the last night im goin to use the com le..the rest of the nights..im really goin to juz mug..so if u guys got anything rite..juz gimme a call kk
Wednesday, June 15, 2005 3:05 PM
Booo! im back! haha..siaoz liaoz la..havent really been studying properly for the past few days..dont really wan to study liaoz lo..spend so much time on it...in the end still catch no ball siaz..haiz! idiot! hahah anyway me have shooting later at 530..omg..long journey again..sianz ar!
okok..let me see wat have i done today..i did sigma notation for maths..read thru enzymes.mitosis..meiosis..and genetics. ahah..so siaoz liaoz lo..goin to take a nap later..head pain like anything..after tt shall go shooting le..haha ..if possible i shall update u guys at a later..
ohoh! before i go ..i juz wanna say..i did something to my hair! haha..i didnt go cut it short la...i changed my mind..i decided to keep it long..so now my hair is like last time like tt..yea..but shortter abit..waiting for it to grow..and grow and grow..haha..sounds like the milk..grow! =x
Tuesday, June 14, 2005 8:34 AM
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
Saturday, June 11, 2005 10:59 PM
what a day siaz today..had cj invitational shoot from 12 to 4..den later..rushed down for tennis..was kinda late for tennis la..ahaha.bleahz! so tired siaz..leg pain..finger pain..eyeball pain.liew..everywhere also pain..so jia lat siaz.haha! anyway..juz read thru cell structure...all i hav to say is..cell structure is shit man...haha..why must the body and stuff be so complicated..and why must ppl be so kpo leh..find out how the body works for wat..till the extent..they even go ka jiao the cells and their organelles..liew..leave the cells alone la! haha. ok im crazy
ohoh my parents and younger bro is coming back from bintan tml! haha..im prepared to see my lobster bro siaz..no matter how much sun he gets rite..he cannot get tanned..he will juz turn into a lobster..den go back to "fairness" again! whaha! bleahs!
tml is sunday..so fast..nvm..tml goin to mug chem bio and maths..haha..and maybe read thru abit of chinese!
Friday, June 10, 2005 1:10 PM
its 110pm now..haha..i was telling myself to go study at 1 juz now la..haha ..now im still here..nah..shall go mug after this..haha...juz finished lunch..not too bad..ate cup noodles..whaha!!my dad mum and bro left for bintan le...liew..image the water sports they are doing now ..omg..sad siaz..haha i cannot go!!anyway..tml got cj invitational shoot..dunno goin to end wat time siaz..got tennis in the evening some more ..haiyo..so busy...so i better study like mad today! haha.. bleahz!
ehs 132! dont lazy la! must study..haha..!! and when u goin to jio me out to run ar! 2nd week of june ending le leH!! haha..but nvm la..u pull ur teeth so painful..hahah sure cannot run de..ahha!! =x take care ar!! did a bit of maths in morning..goin to continue to do maths till abt 3? den rest..den do chem..haha..den rest..den at night do bio..not bad huh..haha...but i can guarantee ar..sure nothing go inside me head de..me still not used to studying from notes..haha..i need to study from text boook..!! haha but if u see a lvl text is like a pillow so darn thick..haha..how to study like tt siaz.!nah..shall stop whinning..and get myself back to the study table and mug!
Thursday, June 09, 2005 10:49 PM
today not too bad..lol..got quite alot of things done..did maths in the morning..chem in the afternoon..and bio at night..haha..but den..i juz realised..i cannot remember any single thing i have studied la..omg! wats wrong with me la..haha..so idiot rite. haha
oh oh ! juz now dinner rite..
my dad blended BITTER GOURD WITH CELERY JUICE! OMG ITS STINKS LA hahah..the whole kitchen had the bitter gourd smell..and im sure it tasted bad..i didnt wanna drink..later sick..haha!
my bro..mum and dad are goin to bintan tml..haha..with the rest of my aunties and blah blah..liew..i wanna go la!
can do so many WATER SPORTS..sheesh..ive been waiting for this day la..but too bad siaz..cannot go..got cj invitational shoot..and need to study for mid yrs..abit sai siaz..bleahz!
anyway..wat im goin to do tml?haha..shall carrying on studying bio maths and chem the whole day..haha! dont forget i need to
MUG mug mug mug !
Wednesday, June 08, 2005 11:08 PM
haha...woot..its wed today..its been quite some time since i last came here..haha..let me see..wat did i do today siaz..haha..i slacked the whole morning..did some chem and maths in afternoon before i went for shooitng at cdans..haha..i dread tt long journey..so darn long..and so sianz la..anyway..shooting today was ok ok la..not too bad..but had to wear tt specs with that piece of card covering the left eye..abit irritating..haha..i shot 2 bulls. today..yeah clap clap..but now hand pain like anything..haha so weak rite..oh oh !! and i used a old gun today..tt gun sounded like erm..roller coaster goin up the slope..ahaha..darn funny! anyway...i drank a cup of apple and celery juice..the celery is like erts..the taste sooo strong..eeeww..
oh
.goin to do my bio and chem tml~must mug mug mug mug mug..hahaa..mugger~anyway..132..u pull ur teeth huh..must take care kk!! erm..drink lots of water..and try not to drink sweet stuff first..ehehe..bo gay liaoz u ..haha =x geraldine ar! u better go see doc..before i really go visit u at ur work place..if not ur hse..worst still call ur mama up ..hahaha =x
Monday, June 06, 2005 7:50 PM
I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it;s wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me right
Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to have
You next to me
Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
i saw some one tt looked like u today..how i wished it was u...but we all know its
impossible..
soo long nv blogged lo....played tennis and studied with tina today..not too bad..managed to do some maths qns..and read thru my chem notes..but still dont really understand huh..haha jia lat siaz..and i think i got flu..the flu bug is goin on..infecting ppl la..so irritating..haha anyway..me really need to
STUDY!! tml goin to mug again. haha..study study study the whole day...non stop..haha i think im crazy already la~ idiot~
Sunday, June 05, 2005 6:55 AM
okie..its 700am now..haha..so early rite..goin running with my bro and dad later..haha..cuz yea..my bro need lots of training siaz..haha...he cannot fail his ippt again..if not ..mati..haha =x
anyway..didnt update yest..cuz watching the french open finals..haha..justine henin hardenne won !! yeah clap clap clap...mary pierce not too bad...but too many unforced errors..and she likes to act cute. whaha..bleahz!
oh oh den tennis training yest..played game with another fella..it was damn fun..haha..hope can have more of this kinda of game..haha the coach was like..luffing the whole way through la..haha~~!and i SLACKED the whole day yest..and today..goin to go to my auntie's place..so i supose i wont be studying again..so jia lat..nvm....start from monday..im goin to mug like anythin...haha..anyway..me goin for run le..see ya later~
Friday, June 03, 2005 10:57 PM
time really flies..so fast..and its friday already..haiz..there goes my first week of june..its really time to start mugging for mid yr already...either now or never siaz..haha..anyway..had chem marathon today..from 8 to 1230..all chem lo..but heng got a long break in between.. so kinda stonned during the break.. haha..
anyway..dont feel like blogging today..haha..bleahz tired..and my left ear is hurting..dang~
Thursday, June 02, 2005 10:43 PM
I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I’ll never criticize all you’ve ever meant to my life
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There is nothing left to say but good-bye
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I’m worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
you would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There is nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say good-bye
oo..had mass tut this morning..haha..so few ppl came lo..haha..den it ended at 12..so my friends and i ..went to eat lunch at subway..after which.. sarah tina came over my place to study as well as to learn guitar.. not too bad..managed to finsh log and partial fractions in the tys in 2 hrs..although is till quite slow la..need to do more work if i wanna improve siaz..and i juz reliase..i havent do the GP note book thingy also la..so died..haha.
dont really feel like typing alot today...haha..anyway..tml got lessons from 8 to 1230. wat a day rite..haha..see u guys tml .
juz finshed discussing gpp..and finshed shooting not too long ago..eh..shooting is fine today..quite sianz..but i beginning to like the coach siaz..hahaa..today wat he said finally made sense la.. haha..at least he stopped all his naggin and stuff...
oh oh one very impt thing i must annouce! haha..
132!!! u thre??? ahah if u are reading this ar,,u dont need to prepare tissue paper kk..cuz u wont cry de la..whaha..anyway..i juz wan to tell u..u have seriously been a great buddy aka bus ..ok..and erm..really really really.. juz wanna say a big thank u to u for being there whenever i needed help..and stuffs...hehe..as much as u treasure this friendship rite..i wont giv up one this friendship either no matter wat happen. u can have my word on tt..kk?
Wednesday, June 01, 2005 1:09 PM
haiz..today is a shitty day la..i ruined my friends movie trip..haiz..
really sorry guys..i didnt mean it..but den..i had no choice...i have my own personal reasons..
really really sorry...haiz haiz haiz..i dunno la..i suddenly feel so stupid ..after like so many years..i tot i have forgotten about certain things..but den..the truth is tt ive been lying to myself..sheesh..wat my friends did today..really reminded me of stuffs tt even my closest friend dont even know la..tts y i got so upset la.haiz..wth la.
anyway..132..thanks ar..haha..and erm..tell wx tt im sorry kk..didnt mean to ignore her and stuff la. lol
haiz..have shooting at cdans later..at 530..meeting cariann at 515 at bukit gombak..
haiz..me shall go get some slp ..and hopefully i can forget everything tt happened today..see ya soon~
