Thursday, July 28, 2005 11:00 AM
seriously i think there is something really wrong with me for the past few days..ive been like linking almost everythin with things that i shldnt be thinking abt..booooooooooooooo!! nvm..maybe this week is juz not my week...i shall tell myself tml is goin to be a better day! lol
anyway.sch was ok today..except the fact tt .i was kinda angry with myself..bleahz..and ya thanks peeps for asking. i really appreciate tt.. =p
i got a feeling..lee is getting darn irritating in class..she raises her voice at us for the wrong reason..like we seriously dont get wat u are talking abt..cant u juz explain it slower and stop being soo impatient? so erts! maybe she thinks we will absorb better if she does tt ?!
work is stacking up like crazy..my goodness la..term 3 is seriously a mad rush..and i think my eyes cant take it any more la..its still hurting like anything...wats wrong wats wrong...why cant eyeball talk..lol..watever la..shall go drown myself with work or something.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005 1:32 PM
geraldine!! i though of a new one before goin to bed last night..it is
Singpore
Teenagers
Really
Experiencing
Serious
Shit...haha ..this one sounds nicer lo ..and makes more sense tooo! copy right kk? hahaa
today is monday..and msn seems to be screwed...haiz watever la..today had to take bus to sch..haha..cuz my dad is away can he cant fetch me too sch..so woke up early..reached sch early..everything also early..hahaha..today is a long day..but its ok la..bio pract was er..fun ? did the yeast thingy..reminded me to the secondary school experiment we did..whereby we also used yeast beads..and den remembered abt the bottle of "alcohol" that exploded in class. ahaha..those were the days..but ya..sch was alright today.. oh ya did i tell u tt i saw jie lin..juz now..haha..its been a long time..to be exact..4 years since i last saw her la..haha..soo long rite.and ya..i think im really suffering from rheumatism..haha..it rained..and my leg started to hurt..wats wrong with me siaz..haiz..
i juz realised i haven do alot of things..i got like the intro and thesis statement and eom of pw ..and the acutally toss shoes have yet to be done...haha..so pro rite..
anyway..tml is tue..and tml is goin to be a better day i hope..haha..come on ..im not shen or a encylopedia that know everything single thingy...i really dunno and not tt i didnt help u ..i provided u with other way to find out rite..u stil show me attitude..go die la..if my help is not appreciated..den forget it la..dont ask me anything else next time...stop taking me for granted and stuff like tt..dont show me attitude k cuz i dont owe u anything..if u think u are that good go find it out urself la..im not here to see ur attitude..wat u said..really pissed me off..go think abt wat u said..!
Monday, July 25, 2005 2:00 PM
came up with something while talking to geraldine abt singapore and stress and all..so i created a new acroymn for the word STRESS:
Singaporean's
Thinking
Really
Exceptionally
Super
StresseD!
haiz..dunno wat to say but i suppose wat geraldine say and stuff like tt are really true..blah~
today is a bitter sweet day...woke up quite early today...to go pick my bro den later go pray..my goodness. i realise that ppl in the older generation are like soo ks ? haha ..nvm..shall not talk bad abt them..supposed to have tuition with long after that but he got some last min thingy so cancelled the whole thing..booo =x den slacked at home for a while..before deciding to do my work..blah..
anyway..both my index fingers are peelin like no body's business...so erts la...anway tml is monday..so fast..there goes july..soon its goin to be national day...and singapore is 40 years old! haha soo old..soon..its goin to be exams..like wth..it seems as though i juz had mid yr not too long alot lo ..haiz...nvm..everything is goin to be over soonSometimes..things which we want to it to happen does not happen.. but it always happens when we least expected it.. We may have tried very hard to remember something...but in the end..we still forget it.. Instead..we may try very hard to forget something...but we just can't and the worst thing is ..it continues to hold on strongly in our memory.
Sunday, July 24, 2005 10:50 AM
had ptm today..theres something wrong with lee today..she seems EXCEPTIONALLY "Happy" and she gave a evil laughter lo ..haha..but my ptm ended very fast..5 mins..siaz la..haha.. den later had tennis as usual..but raining..so had it in the squash court.
i juz realise that today ended very fast..it feels as though i juz woke up only..and the next moment..its night time already..how sad can it be..whatever la..saturday is always like tt de..next sat got rowing..hahaha..something to look forward to huh..
shall go do my work liaoz...need to do lots of catching up...
[if life is ever fair..all ur fingers and toes will be of the same length..but can it ever be the same length? it cant..so life is nv fair..]
Saturday, July 23, 2005 9:18 AM
didnt go sch today..went for eye checkup..mum accompanied me~...reached the med. center at about 10..den go check my eye sight first..after which..the doc say there's nothing wrong with the outside of the eye...den she suggested to dilate my pupil to check the inside of the eye..so ya...dilated my pupil..was abit pricking kinda of pain..den about 10 mins later..when my mum ask me wat time issit..den i realise..i cant read from my watch ..and i cant see things clearly esp things near me ..den i was like..uh huh..thats how ppl without specs feel huh..haha..den later..go check my dilated eyes again..so the doc shine light into my eyes..and it's like..wth..so bright till i wanna close my eye but cannot close lo.ahhh ..den later..the doc said..there's nothing wrong with my eye..maybe i strained it too much..or nv slp enuff..haha...so i shall not use the com too long from now on.. den later checking my eyes..went to take bus back to orchard..and i realise the outside was reallly GLARING! i could hardly see wheere i was goin...heng my mum was there to hold me lo .if not i sure either hit a pillar or fall in to a drain. den when reach orchard already..went shopping with mum for all while..den go eat...cant even see wat i was eating..haha..den later..mum walked me to the bus stop..den i went back to sch..waited for my friends to end their bio lect..so i can pass them kavitha's present and den we can all giv it to her..haha.. after tt went home..and slpt..cuz there's really nothing much i can do ..cant see at all and everything is like so glaring...so after i woke up..i realise things arent tt glaring..and i can see again..thank goodness..but den ..my eyes are red now..argh! wth..haha
Thursday, July 21, 2005 8:45 PM
haha.today is racial harmony day!haha..wore indian costume in sch today...basically majority of the sch population wore indian costume lo ..haha..ya..but its was fun..
anyway.im not goin to sch tml..goin to check my eyes..my eyeball is hurting on and off..sheesshh!! hope there's nothing wrong siaz.booo
Tuesday, July 19, 2005 11:54 AM
hahaa...my com is finally back..and its working..oh man..thank goodness..haha! anyway..listening was alrighty today.. i mean its was kinda straight forward the question..but i shant be too complacent about it..i got a feeling the written papers is goin to be darn hard lo ..nvm..i shall work hard! haha..like real.
anyway.. i realised that tennis is 12 vacancies in ther cca! like wth!! haha..if i know..i would have join tennis rather den shooting lo ..but nvm..i shall be COMMITTED TO MY CCA! haha..booo!! but i really like playing tennis huh..how how..hahah..onononono!!
and yayaya! kar wei msged me and ask if i know tina..haha..its a small world after all huh...tina's friend is his friend too..haha..not too bad huh..hhaah..i supose everyone in the world is all interconnected? hahah..weird phrasing but u guys get wat i mean huh..anyway..talked to him on the phone for a while..haha..and he is still as lame lo! jiang shan nan gai ben xing nan yi. haha
i juz redo my eom..and erm.its time to do maths tut ..and read thru my bio notes..cuz maybe tml stay back after sch to study..see so guai rite..haha time to go mugging session! byebye!
132!! if u are reading this ar! kar wei asked if u friday wanna go makan with them in the evening or some time like tt.. hehe..if u are not reading this also nvm..i shall ask u in sch..~
Saturday, July 16, 2005 1:38 PM
took my a lvl chinese oral today..and i got a bad feeling abt it...i fumbled a bit thru my reading...and worst thing is..i said the word "then" after which i did the silliest thing..i went to cover my mouth..haha..so stupid la! den i went er er er ..panicked a little bit..cuz the word juz wont come out! soooo jia lat la me! haiz..but nvm..oral is combined with listening..so i must do well for my listening..not only tt..also to do well for my paper..so that the paper can pull my marks up..which i think is quite diff..haha..for my chinese..i hope to obtain at least a "b". so i dont need to retake and can concentrate on my main core subject
.anyway..132! paiseh eh..couldnt go home with ya today..haha..some other day kk..maybe after listening ya? and and..thanks for giving directions today...!! anyway here are my mid yr results:
General paper: d (54)
Chinese: c (59)
Maths C : b (66)
Chemistry: d (52)
biology: e ( 48)
alot of my results juz miss one grade by like a few marks..so erts la..hahah
and ya..to those of ya ..who didnt do well for mids rite..dont be too upset kk...take it as a valuable lesson..and use it as ur motivation..motivate urself to work harder for promos..and promos is the last thing all of us wanna fail..so mids..results horrible...upset a while can le..dont be always upset..pick up all the broken pieces..and time to start untieing all the knots..start studying...revision..and do ur tuts faithfully..hehe..! and im sure if u do this consistently..u will pass ur promos!
Friday, July 15, 2005 3:07 PM
oh man..its like 12 mid night now la..and im still stuck with the ever most irritatin pw! like wth la...no one is online..so i cant get ppl to print for me ..cuz my printer juz went gaga! now im reinstalling it...pss...remember my com is spoilt..so im depending on my dad laptop now...so omg la.sooooooo pissed now...i wanna sleep ..but cannot..have to finish pw..ahhh!!
anway..i got back most of my results already...i got all the mark range from b to e..now im missing a a grade..and a f grade..and gp is the only sub i haven take back..so wth la..hopefully i dont get f for my gp lo..if not ..its like super gone case..haiz!!!! anyway..im havin oral tml..haha..so scary la..i nv practice or anything.and some more oral cnanot retake one..so erts! and today our teacher juz told us listening is like on monday! like so fast?! and promos is like 10 weeks away! omg la..im raelly goin to start doin my tut ..and revision..call me a mugger or watever..i dont care siaz...hahah!
Tuesday, July 12, 2005 1:12 PM
this is a nice song..
You know our love was meant to be
The kind of love to last forever
And I want you here with me
From tonight until the end of time
You should know
Everywhere I go
Always on my mind
In my heart
In my soul
You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me saying"No one needs you more than I need you"
And I know (And I know)
Yes I know that it's plain to see
So in love when we're together
Now I know (Now I know)
That I need you here with me
From tonight until the end of time
You should know (Yes, you need to know )
Everywhere I go
You're always on my mind
You're in my heart
In my soul
school kinda was tiring today..i felt darn tired thru out the whole day..sianz man..haha..early in the morning..tio shoot by lee to ans qns..2 times some more la! idiot..ahaha..i hate functions anyway..hahah..yea..den during gp lessons..my goodness la..our teacher had to show as a darn sick movie...soo ewww..i shall not talk abt it ..if u guys wanna know.make sure u dont eat anything yet k..den i tell u ..haha..if not sure puke..yea..den come along our bio teacher..i juz realise she is a nice person and she is really very encoraging...cuz we took back bio mcq today..and like shit? hahaha..so she was there encouraging us..nt to giv up and all..really reminded me of someone..yea..aiya..shldnt be thinking of those..kk..back to topic..ya.den now im home..doin EOM for pw..and typing all this and my com is still spoilt..so i suppose i have to survive on my dad's laptop~
Monday, July 11, 2005 1:09 PM
oh man..my com at home is still spoilt...me is using my dad laptop now..hahah..anyway..me went to ndp preview thingy yest..haha its was fun..and after tt i stayed oveer in rtc in the suite..darn nice la the suite..den sing song with my parents and brothers..celebrated my elder bro bdae..which is tday..haha..den this afternoon..my tennis kakis came over to rtc to play tennis..hahah..it was fun..! but the weather was like darn hot..but its nice..haha..so long nv go sai tai yang le..haha..
ohoh! andand im darn worried for pw now! my com is down..im supposse to do EOM ..andits like..wat the hell..hahaha.watver..tml is monday..sch is starting..and im really goin to be darn serious abt studies from tml onwards~ im goin to really goin to seriously do my tut..and ask lots of qns when i dont understand...i dont care le..haha..mid yr really scare me like anything liaoz..but still..i will still play tennis! hahah ..im goin to join to sept tournament no matter WAT! hahah..like real la...sept got promos lo ..hahah..nvm..nov de also can! hahah
last of all..i juz finshed finding articles for my pw..so hopefully..tml..i shall use my dad com again..and do te EOM..aah..and hopeflly i dont have alot of hmk huh..kk i shall go do something else..nights!
Wednesday, July 06, 2005 6:51 PM
today is the first official day of the term..haha..soo tired..but anyway..it time to start studying proper all over again..cuz today during chem tut..i suddenly felt tt everyone was so intelligent? ahaha..like suddenly after the mid years...everyone became cleveR?! my goodness lo! everyone is obviously pulling up their socks..so scary la..haha..hence i have decided..
TO PULL MY SOCKS AS WELL AND START MUGGING FOR PROMOS! haiz..tts sad man..like wat i was telling geraldine..so no life..after mids..need to start mugging for promos..but nvm..its only 1.5yrs...need to ren!
anyway..chinese oral is coming..need to start practicing..cuz i really juz wanna take my chinese once..and tts it..i dun wanna take it again next year...too much thing to do by then~hopefully huh~ haiz!
today is finally the last day of the exams..and i feeel so sick la..hahaa..and tml sch starts already..haiz so sianz..ahaha..but ya...mid yr really scared me ..and from now on..im goin to do my tut..faithfully..study everyday..no care wat..im goin to start mugging for my promos! haha.. sounds scary rite..haha...but nvm..i shall tell myself its only like 2 yrs..or 1.5yr..and juz get it over and done with..yeah..booo..
Saturday, July 02, 2005 9:32 AM
Look how we've come so far
how did we get to where we are
taking each step a longer road
learning to laugh and share the load
i never had to try to love u more each day
i dont know why it juz turned out that way
maybe this almost meant to be
it's all a mystery to me
the way u take a chance and find romance
and change ur destiny
thinking abt the past
wondering if we would ever met
after it's all been said and done
thru all the struggle lost and won
i love u now
more den words can ever say
it's funny how it juz turn out that way
maybe this almost meant to be
it's all a mystery to me
the way u take a chance and find romance
and change ur destiny
look how we've come so far
how did we get to where we are
taking each step a longer road
learning laugh and share the load
i nv had to try to love u more each day
i dont know why it juz turn out that way
im having bio spa in like 3 hrs time..hahah im not intenting to study for it man..cuz i have nothing to study on..ahaha
arent spa session suppose to be relaxing?! anyway..its like friday today..so fast la! it was like monday yesterday only..sheeshh..when u are having exams..time really fly past darn fast..shucks man..and before u know it ..its like JULY! my goodness! haha and when i think back on wat are the things i have done rite..its like er..study? exams? homework? so no life la! hahaha..i dont care man..
after the exams..im goin to play tennis..haha..and im goin to go cycle downstairs..at bp..at where ever..den after tt ..im
goin to start revision for promos?! ahaha..i figured that studying one month before the exams..wont help! need to study like many many months b4..esp BIO..so shitty la..den i got no life again ..haha! booooo!