Wednesday, August 31, 2005 9:50 AM
ooo im back here! haha..waiting for dinner..anyway..today is the last day of sch?! hahah ..some thing like tt la..haha so happy..like real..dotz lo ..sept hols still got so many remedials and stuff..irritating..anyway..goin to start my maths revision tonight..hahaha..ya..today is quite a short day..not too bad..good way to end the "last day of sch" haha..okie im crazy
ya..btw my blood was boiling thru out the whole day siaz..sheesh..i tried to forget abt wat happen yesterday can stuff...but cannot make it...i tried to "incresae my tolerance and act blur" but acnnot cannot..it still bugs me..but ya..i juz need to say this cuz bth liaoz....eh i dont owe u anything kk..and wats with tt big ap of urs. i dont care if u are reading siaz..im still goin to say it..wat the hell is ur prob! goin around..acting as thou everyone owes u stuff...let me get this straight ok ..no one owes u anything!! watever ...if this continues..im goin to take it as it is...im not goin to bother anymore. ignorance is the best..i shall treat u as invisible!
i really dunno why im trying so hard to tolerate..its like..seriously..i dont think there's a prob with me ? is there? if there is..can some one juz come straight to me and tell me wats my prob..im serious kk..cuz im quite tired with all the tolerating and stuff..im really really sick of it..
watever la..i shall walk one step..look one step..haha..
Tuesday, August 30, 2005 9:56 AM
today is the starting of chionging..hahaha..juz goin to mug mug mug mug..for this 3 weeks..get my promos over and done with.and tada..im free..ahaha..okok..but not forgeting chinese a lvl..aiyer..! haha
okok today was a shitified day..firstly..my eye is driving me nuts..i still see things blur in the morning..and now it stretches till abt the whole day..wats wrong siaz..anyway..today my fuse almost blowed! seriously..juz a tiny bit more..kaboom le..watever la..den ya..more problems juz came up..den ya..usual stuff happened..shall not talk abt it ..shall try to forget abt watever has happened today.. shit~
haiz..today..im almost died..i dunno but everything to me juz seem to be repeated..maybe its like wat tina said...de....ja..bu ? dunno how to spell la..but ya..its terrible..i dunno..im so darn scared tt the same thing is goin to happen again..during the conf. at grandstand..it really reminded me some thing..oh man..its irritatin but thank goodness when i was on my way home..nothing happened..anyway..how can it happen ya?
he is not even here le..haiz..duno duno duno duno..dont wan to think..haha..let the brain rot and rust. haha..but ya..for the past few days..things are really familar..and it seem as though it really happened b4..im serious..why why why why why ..
kk in conclusion..today is a shitified day..haha..tts my conclusion!
Saturday, August 27, 2005 11:20 PM
yesterday's lessons was terrible...early in the morning..as usual..im seeing things blur..for watver reason i dunno..so had soh's tut..den i was trying to read wat was on the board..and she said i was frowning..haha..twice some more lo..erts..den later..came along lee..she was like expectionally nice to us la..taking her time step by step and explain to us..hahah..maybe cuz got guest..so she is nice to us..haha..wateve.r..den the rest is lessons as usual...den after sch..went back to gy with 132..haha..go read her blog ya..darn funny..haha
juz to side track abit..i dunno how come rite..some times..people can either be too sensitive..or too insensitive..i mean..can people PLS DONT TAKEE OTHERS FOR GRANTED...like wth lo...like wat singapore always says..no body owes as a living..neither do any of us..owe u anything la..so dont expect us to follow watever u wan us to do ..pls lo..think abit can..and ..if the same thing happens again rite...im seriously juz goin to tell u off..no matter wat..trust me..i will do tt kk.. i had it lo..its like goin from bad to worst..and dont think juz a word sorry or try to do some thing funny to make everything disappear kk..sorry it doesnt happen tt way ..and its not funny at all! sheeesh!
kk..time to go bath..and go study le..byeeeeeeeeeee
Thursday, August 25, 2005 10:13 AM
this week is hectic..so many tests..and i juz realise..promos is seriously juz round the corner..haiz..sianz.. anyway ive been having blured vision for the past few days and my eyes hurt like anything..esp in the morning..totally cant see clearly...shucks man..its very irritating when u cant see things clearly..
week is ending soon..tts good..at least i can get some rest during the weekend...at least do somethings that is within my own pace..and not the teachers pace..the teachers are like alll zooooming..like its end of the world tml..which is darn bad..cuz i will have no idea wat the teacher is talking abt..
had spa chem today..that one is gone case le..ahhaa..wth lo ..anyway shall not talk abt it..ahaha..must learn to escape from reality. hahaha =x
okok..time to go study..sheesh..i hate tt word..haha..
Sunday, August 21, 2005 1:59 PM
oookk..went back to gy last night for the np farewell party..well..gyss is darn nice..the sch is darn big and the environment is super condusive..gyss students shld be darn happy..anyway..saw teo..he super dark and thin la..my goodness lo ..its like..so much diff..even geraldine thinks he slimed down alot..ahaha den i saw anba..as usual..not must diff..he is still wearing his same kind of attire..lol..later go canteen and saw the peeps..and as usual..started kanna suan and all..den later after tt..go up to the hall and watch the performance..haha..anba got suaned in the clip..performance was okie..and ya..it was jonathan last farewell party..he will be goin to ns..haha..
jonathan if u are reading this. take good care of urself ya..and u really have been a great leader and role model in npcc and as well as outside of sch..today..nothing much la..didnt study the whole day..haha..shall go do my work later..den tml can start my revision for tests..cj is crazy..soo many tests ahaha..but this is jc life..so ya..kinda expected..shall go study and clear my hmk later..haha..
Thursday, August 18, 2005 12:13 PM
been such a long time since i last came here..term 3 is extremely hectic and i think im falling sick soon siaz..i have a bad feeling abt this.
anyway..some thing juz happened in class today..i dunno wat to say ..but ya.my opinion to that issue is that..its some wat a miscommunicate and misunderstanding..and by u doin wat u did today..u juz blew the whole thing up..i have no idea why u need to be so angry for dunno wat reason also la..i mean..ppl wanna settle things with u nicely..den ok lo..why must so like..defensive of ureslf? dunno how to put it..but ya..i mean at least some one took the initiative to settle things with u..usually..this is hard to come by..
not only tt...today something happened in the lab also la..for goodness sake WE ARE ALL CLASSMATES IN THE SAME CLASS!! juz in case some of u forget. if thats the way u guys are goin to treat ur classmates..so be it..dont blame me for being mean to u ..
haiz..today is a shitified day..tolerance level has dropped down quite abit..and if anything similar were to happen again..i think i will juz go kaboom. seriously i mean it..
Tuesday, August 09, 2005 3:51 AM
been such a long time since i last came here..but..im not in the mood to talk rite now ..watever la...no idea wats wrong with me but its the third time im so darn upset over the same thing..its been like coming to 2 years since everything happened..but now juz when i tot everything is settled and forgotten..its not.. it has nv been forgotten.. and i suppose it nv will..i think im juz cheating myself..
now..everything is goin haywire and its getting in to me..i dunno long more can i take it...seirously..i dont wan to think abt it ..i dont wan to know wat lies ahead of me...i dontdaretothink.
Tuesday, August 02, 2005 2:22 PM
If you are unhappy..
one day ..there is this bird who is lazy to migrate to the south during winter. so the bird decided to stay in watever place it is in..and stay there for winter. however when winter came..the bird begins to find it darn cold..and decides to migrate to the south. so as the bird was flying..heading towards the south..ice began to form on its wings and the bird itself was feeling darn cold..hence having ice to be formed on the wings..the bird to not able to fly any more..and it landed on a plot of grass. juz den as the bird tot that it was goin to die from freezing..a cow came along..and crapppped on it. the bird den suddenly felt warm and begin to chrip happily as it was able to feel warm once again.. juz den..a cat was walking along the plot of grass and heard the bird chripping..hence..the cat dug the pile of crap..and found the bird..and ate it ..
moral of the story ..
the person that shits on u or create probs for u may not necessarily be ur enemy..
the person that helps u get out of the shit may not necessarily be ur friend either
watever shit u are in ...juz keep quiet..and nothing will happen..
Monday, August 01, 2005 2:50 PM
been quite busy for the past few days ? haha..last week was hectic la..so many stuff to do esp pw..so sai lo ..haha..and teachers are like..giving hmk for fun ? haha..happy only giv like anything..madness la..haha..pw is the worst..beginning to dread pw..though our pdt is darn fun and funny.lol.
kk..went running with my younger bro and dad in the morning to macritchie..run till leg pain..knee pain..liew..die liaoz...rheumatism..haha ..den came home..bath and gave long "tuition" in the afternoon..hope he really understood wat i was saying..and cleared at least some of his doubts..haha.. den came home..slpt..wake up..do my work..sheesh..juz realised it's
darn no life lo ..wake up only..must do work...irrtating..lol
anyway..this coming week is goin to be worst..got maths test which i haven do any prep yet..got pw written report..and i haven redo my eom..lol and must revise for spa chem and chem test..madness madness madness..lol..watever la..walk one step see one step..haha..kkk..time to slp ..not early liaoz..tml got sch some more ..
